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Thursday, April 02, 2009 ( Where's my freedom? @ 12:31 am ) Today, i met up with Ting for breakfast from about 10am-10.45am. (mum's still sleeping) Went home (mum's STILL sleeping), grab my choir stuff and went out to meet Lynn in city hall at about 12.15pm. Met Li Rong too for lunch, in Suntec. ( so it doesn't really matter what time i go out, cause you're still sleeping what) All in all, lunch ended at about 2 plus. Since we have no more money left, we decided to go on a "no need money walking". Lynn want to adopt a dog from SPCA, so i suggested we head there. We enjoyed so much man, playing with a particular dog, cocker spaniel. It's very friendly and i love it. How i wish i could adopt one soon. Headed back to City hall to meet Lirong, so I can go for choir practice with her.. Reach home at about 11.30. Parents commented that i went out the whole day. Is it really something so big? for them to breathe down me? Saying i'm out for so long..and and and I don't meet them often. Why not? I don't get it. They said they'll not care about me when i'm 21, but do you guys think so? even at 20, such small thing they cannot even accept, let alone not bothering 1 year later. WHAT is this ?!?!?! Do you think i can tell you exactly what happen in my day, what i've been doing? when the way you guys ask is as though, "it's my fault" for staying out almost 12 hours. NO! I cannot open myself to you. I'm so glad i'm starting attachment real soon. i'll do OT OT OT OT all the time. Deprive me so much from all this staying out a little longer. Sigh.. they know they cannot protect me my whole life. Please let me have my life. My youthful days. I don't want to just stay home! not cause i hate home. But i just want to go out. Why do you think i always try to find lies (have project, have homework) to cover my whereabouts? Cause, i can't be truthful, not to you guys. I want to be able to do my things, enjoy my moments. ** actually, most of the time is true.. but i'll make use of the chance to hang somewhere. Stop comparing me with my brother, he likes to stay home, let him stay. I want to go out. I'm not the girl you can order "do this, do that" anymore. There's no grace in this relationship with them at all. I can't give in, neither can you. This is the passing phase you'll face with me becoming a young adult. Move with it. Don't stay in those traditional thinking. What puzzles me the most is, my friends sees you guys as young parents, but the thinking is so old. Sometimes you're my friend, sometimes you show your anger.. over little things..What are you guys actually? I can't understand you, neither can you understand me. Labels: Freedom? coming? 0 comments |