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Monday, September 22, 2008 ( The Love For Drinking.. @ 1:52 am ) I Hate being controlled, told what to and not to do. Honestly, i totally hate it. I dislike it when others "follow" what their other halves ask them to/not to. I know that, definitely there'll be sacrifices. But are these sacrifices what i'm ready to give? I still want to play, enjoy. If no one wants to explore this part of me, i want to be alone (sometimes only). I need to say this out..I cannot keep it inside me.. Sigh, it's so unfair to my other half who willingly gives me things that he enjoys giving me whereas on my side, it's my enjoyment that comes first. I never think of how he'd feel. He said, he's not against drinking, but the love for drinking. I admit, i kinda like drinking, but occassionally. It's not like i'm some dead drunkard who purposely buys liquor or beer to quench my thirst. Oh well, i still understand what he means, but still i won't budge. There's so much thoughts running through me, but i'll let abba father take care of it. When i have christ.. It does not mean my life will be SMOOTH SAILING for me (devil will always come and attack),because i'll have difficulties but NO BURDEN. It will be HIS problem to handle mine. Amen! I'm sorry lah... I'm always getting myself into such mess...... Updates:Was reading Beng's Blog, found something that i just wanna try for fun, i DON'T believe in that..cause i know who knows me best.. some describe quite true.. September 30 You have the type of personality that people either love or hate. (So true..To those who love, you are bless because i am. To those who hate me, i don't care!) You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken. ( i'm the extreme KIND! oh YES! praise god for giving me so much emotions) And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted. (erm, what..?) Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved. (yeah, *roll eyes*..i'll try..but, not being is what i like..) Your strength: Your flair (oOo...like TOTALLY) Your weakness: If you think it, you say it (Thats what for those who dislike me ..) Your power color: Scarlet red ( i prefer purple.. Royal Purple..because i'm a princess and an heir to the richest one in the world) Your power symbol: Inverted triangle ( whats that?! I ADORE CROSS) Your power month: March ( I want November, my bf's birthday) Labels: The Love for Drinking 0 comments |