Child of God
The child

Name: Sarah Jane
Workplace: The Fullerton Hotel
Birthday: 30th September

About you: I love how my life have been going and definitely there's more awesome things planned to come



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My new found kingdom friends
I Need To Blog About This..
Sow Where You Want A Harvest..
The Love For Drinking..
Larrisa Lam concert and about me!
I was browsing through my "long ago" blog entry an...
What a day..
Bill Wiese: 23 Minutes in Hell - CBN.com
I cannot help, but to have my way...
My boyfriend is a good guy


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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

( This is my FUCK YOU entry.. @ 2:50 pm )

Thanks for always being there for me. You guys are like the best! Yeah!!

But those are just moments of moments. I've kept my mouth shut whenever i can, try to keep my thinking open and not curse you guys so much. I've TRIED my bloody damn best to bring up the whole atmosphere, but ya.. your best traits.. to spoil it by screaming. So you know what.. FUCK you.. (if you can use it so verbally, why can't I? Thanks for setting such good example.) fuck Fuck FUck FUCk FUCK !!!

Yea yea~ you guys rule OUR world. Whatever u say, yup.. we must do. What else? Go clean your room, go buy food, go wash your toilet when dirty, don't always talk on the phone, don't always go out, don't always go online.
It's all good and sounds ok, such a common phrase, but you know what.. Be it I follow or not, it's my choice! Everyone faces this, don't they?

I don't really Fucking Care..Even if the whole world's facing the same thing, i'll still individualise that feeling and treatment from them.

I hate bitching about you guys. I dislike it totally, but i have nowhere else to VENT and RANT about this.

How about this.. Let me share MORE about my life and whats going on. So you can actually USE it and PUT IT AGAINST me when you're angry or mad at me..ANYTIME you know.. Want want?? I honestly think it's a very awesome idea, right?

Oh ya, another thing. How bout' I'll go to church more often and attend CG and youth service, so you can say "What kind of a Christian are you? Want to act as if you're very good but actually you're just a piece of SHIT, Cheap bitch" RIGHT?? Go on condemning..Awww man!! I'm such a freaking FUCKING genius..

I'm using good words right? I mean, you can use it too..why not I?

I've changed and I know I've been made good. But for this 2 weeks incident, i couldn't take it at all. I have put it upon Abba already, but my heart cannot let it go. I kept very quiet, eating my food. Then the sudden sarcasm from you came slowly impact-ing into my mind. I couldn't hold the emotions in my chest, i finished my food in speed seconds and went off, NOT WANTING to hear anything more..FUCKED! Thanks ah.

Lets rock and ROLL man.. I've such an AWESOME CHRISTMAS and NEW YEAR all special thanks to you guys! *round of applause* (Thanks for ruining it)

K.. I'm feeling so WHATEVER now, finally.. I've given out most of what i feel and i'm quite lazy to type somemore. 2008 will pass in another 8 hours. And I know my Lord will restore.

Sigh...The devotional on 30th Dec 08 (it was very timely). It said something on Moses was asked to cast the rod onto the floor and it'll become a snake, then hold it by the tail. Although holding onto the tail is the most dangerous part as the snake can turn and bite him, Lord said he'll TAKE CARE of the HEAD (the part that bites). I'm holding on to that truth and those accusation that bites, those words that hurts will be TAKEN CARE of.

Phew.. My heart's feeling such a relief. Still, Oh lord i'm so sorry..

Ok lah, Lets start on a new year! Yea~

My New Year Resolutions:
  1. To stay out as often as I can. To prevent any abrasion with anyone.
  2. Mind my own business and not be bothered about anything.
  3. Whats this thing about trying to get well with them? It'll all come to naught anyway..So, don't care about them!
  4. Keep VERY quiet when I'm home. (i'm extremely noisy back home one) So, there's not a chance for anyone to talk to me.
  5. Go to CHURCH. It's the only place i want to be at. Can i just stay there and wait for Saturday and Sunday?

P.S I don't feel good saying all this, but pls let this be a place where i can be myself. I'm only human.

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