Let me share this part of my life with you.I have a very strong LIKING towards this ,it's like... without it i cannot leave the house,without it i cannot move around,without it i don't have the sense of security,WITHOUT it ,i am NOT A GIRL!! And yess....it's my..Undergarments!! wherever i go,i will visit the lingerie shop.Even if it's just to get a peek,i will look at it with dreams wanting to have them for my own..the smooooth-ness and tenderness of how each passes through your arms,when you embrace it with all the graceful-ness god had instilled in each and every ladies..

While arranging my closet,i thought of something stupid but INTERESTING ..(maybe to myself,well thats me..) Please be Aware that the following contents are not meant for people who think it is DISGUSTING.INSANE.IMPROPER.

The Combination of my Bra Sets and G-strings/Thongs..

The "Xiao Long Bao" set.So cute~

I have different kind of designs for Thongs cause my aunt sent me a few from USA.The "S" size there is equivalent to our "L" size man..Huge mama'a they've got there!whooo hoooo..

All time Fav.Diamonds on the Butts.

I have ONE weird kind of Undies to be exact,G-string.I don't know how did i get this but there's a Slit in the center. LOOK! OPEN WIDE AND SEE..Thats for Having Sex ONE LEH..NOT FUNNY! =.+

THAT IS YUCKS! HOW DID I EVEN GET THAT? DID I BOUGHT IT BY MISTAKE??

I have another kinky one..haha..half butt can see..this one is nice and I LIKE..and also,in case you don't know how does a G-string and Thongs look like.All shown below.. Purple is the Kinky one..Pink is Thong and the last one is G-strings. It goes straight to your Ass-hole..very uncomfortable one.but used to it can already!!

Anyway,back to today.well there was a point around the night that i couldn't take it anymore and felt that i have to write a message .The loneliness that i'm feeling is not comprehend-able.I couldn't stand that feeling.My tears came down while writing it and Yes.a *penguin chatted with me suddenly,when *penguin don't usually do that.*Penguin was the ONLY one.(i'm not asking the rest to do the same lah..=) )Thats why i thank *penguin so much for doing so.Though it might sound a little "huh??" to him..Thank you so much. That was all i needed at that point of time . well I kept the message short and i sent it out..haha.. -to whom did i send it?? whoever you shall think it to be-

My italian friend jeky was always online.So we chatted almost all the way.Hah and he said i resemble one of his female italian friend.we're like the long lost oriental sisters.One from italy and the other from Singapore.He just said he feel it.and doesn't even know the reason why.Thats my friend. The right side one..

i don't have tongue sticking out leh.thats the closest i can get.(i think) lol.. She's older than me Ok..Haha =.+

(P.S sorry chun leong..borrow your face as background ok? Haha..alright now..chill guys..we're both pretty as ever ..=)

Chatting with my good friend (Kim) now .and we're being so sex-itive.A guy friend of hers visited her at night ,stupidly suggesting Threesome to me.. never mind..i would rather wear some slinky purple nightgown,butt-fitting tong and masturbating with my bolster than having THREESOME!! In case you left a point out,i am a very very "SHY" girl ok! LOL.. =X

Visited the Jean Yip Salon this afternoon,for some treatment thing which cost $128.My mum got it as voucher when she signed up a package thing.The place was a little alien-ish to me.i've neither steped in to view the place nor been to Jean Yip to either cut or wash hair.(would rather spend those extra-pathetic money on some other "pathetic" salon,which cost almost HALF the price lesser..)

The process of my hair treatment all compiled to one..

But i have to admit,the one thing i like about that place is ..they look smart in their dressing,in their own stylish manner.The treatment took about one hour? cause my hair is really DRY after dyeing and highlighting. (at least they're thoughtful to allow the voucher to work it's best) .The lady helped me straighten my hair.WAH!! So nice..but i look sooooo mature~! and also..Hey..i Look good with straighter hair also OK..don't play play..

The hair became a little more NatuRaL as time passes i should say.And cool.i took pictures like almost continously.My mum's giving me the , "whats happening to my DAUGHTER!!"kind of look. Haha..

Shots of natural looking hair

Protruding eyes..

I wouldn't be washing hair for the next 2 weeks.So please refrain from coming near me,consequences shall be unaccounted for OK ?The smell of the treatment is nice,but it's TOO NICE hence i feel like puking. It's so unbearable and it's making my head spin! *woooo oHhh* *spinning ,twing~ twing~ twing~*

i seem to have quite a few New experience these days.Lady "mountain turtle".Haha..New to me,not new to You all..

Lonely girl now roaming around life.Awaiting for the right afinity to arrive.Always wanted someone to be there not only mentally but physically.Passing each day wondering whether her dreams are unreal,un-practical?How ever i may be in the future lies in the hands of my *father and not in the words of all puny human beings..

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Monday, November 13, 2006

( Viewing Flats! and Tng's family day.. @ 2:54 am )

*Praying first to ask God for a GOOD choice of apartment* (with no Cockroach and no Lizards;well at least lizards that don't make noise.. )

Ok..my prayers will be answered..i'll BLOG it uP to be a testimonial!!! i've got the queue number of 3000+ and it's NOT funny among so many who are planning to buy a house around Seng Kang and Punggol area.Ok..lets say..An ideal Home for my family is [to have 4 room.Near the sea area.Either 14th or 18 storey.Convenient Transport of LRT and MRT.Nearby shopping centre and Market also.] is it too much?? LOL.i Don't think so.it will soon be MINE..

Behind "bars" I went to view 5th uncle's flat just now.and it's VERY SMALL.i mean it's like..Not even able to Fit my bed and ALL my furnitures! and yah..not to forget,thats ALREADY the MASTER-BEDROOM.what about MY room.SO SMALL,TINY,inadequate for me.but.. it's easier to clear/manage,very cozy,very..my OWN!! . LoL!! there's always good things to think about when bad points are SHOT up to my attention..




Actually nothing much was done today,just the usual gathering among the TNG's family.We walked around punggol plaza and compasspoint..But the MOST thrilling part of the day was the taking of LRT. HaHa! i know,it sounds a little kuku* but really what.. this is my first time.I was amazed by the quietness at various location.But it's totally cool,like TOL-TALLY..woohoo! and i'm TALL enough!! =) In LRT station..

Don't stop Me!! Please meimei*?

i am guitaring a small Guitar..

The Kuku-iest face..

I've took tonnes of picture,but when i was editing,ERROR in programme.I would understand if it's for ONCE.I never gave up and continued editing the same picture again.Damn! 2nd time.Error again! ..... ...ok... cool it... i am fInE?! i thought to myself:"it's alright sarah,do it again.Just remember to do it S..L..O..W " (cause i thought i did it too fast;just my silly THOUGHT") so i reopened it again and Ta..daaaaaaa...!! it went soooo... NOT FINE! argh.. .. despite my carefulness into doing the editing, It OCCURED PROBLEM AGAIN!!its the THIRD time.Believe it or not? GOSH..who could be as irritating as the programme??..I'm Fuming Mad,Pissed,hot-Headed.What the heck is wrong?!?! LOL ..never mind..I'm CHilled now..(frozen to be exact) i'm here Updating .I'll do it again tomorrow.I don't believe that i can't get it right.

Well lets see Sarah's Face today..oK?edited it just now before problem occurs..And it went so NICELY.. =)

She's my cute cousin.and how she spent her day today..LOL

Look at ME!Picture

Of the day..

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Sunday, November 12, 2006

( what a way to spend a day..! @ 12:29 am )

Today's like a totally ..Slacking day! What the heck..Was supposed to do many things but it ended up doing Nothing at all..I just Hate it! I need to work..And working does help alot in "killing time"..Well good for kim, she's working already..Boredom will be robbed away by Pandora's Box.

Apparently when i wake uP in the morning,i was already reprimanded by my father for choosing to go Genting still despite the tight cash we're facing now..But he said "up to US" (my bro and me). Hence being the more active, wildlife chaser, i said YES straight away.My uncle's paying for me,so i hope this will be ok with my dad.Sigh..

My art fell off again!! argh..What could i do next?? i sat quietly on my bed then flipped through my shelves and i found my COLOURING BOOK!! Oh yes..the thought of colouring my "fairytale princesses" book (which i longed to do but didn't have the TIME) was so luring .But when i started colouring the castle.. Mr Boredness visited me again.

I opened my cupboard and saw the Cross-stitch "fella" lying in there.I started figuring out how to continue it from my mum's work (8years ago).It was all ALMOST wrong!! i had to unstitch it patiently and make sure no unnecessary holes are created..*Whew* tough joB! But not any longer i stopped doing it (simply too "dead"). Ate my dinner first then DId My nails..WOohoo..Just dark red with blue dots.So deprived from my woman-ish side since exam period..

-DA CHANG JING- is Up at 7:30 pm and YEAH!! easier to evaporate time this way..it's a 2 hour Show. Proven fact: Watching the TV is a terrific way to indulge your time in. Man's best friend is dog..Sarah Jane's best friend is TV.. *ah huh.. oh yeah! yeah! ah huh..*

I'm moving HOUSE! oh yea! maybe to around punggol,seng kang .When i was younger, my parents will asked me about moving house..I will Give the *huFF puFF* face and walk off OR i will say *Don't want lahhhhhh..i like woodlands..* but i accepted it readily this year when it was brought up again..maybe cause i've finished secondary school LIFE..and i want to MOVE ON..what about my lil' bro? LOL .(not my problem anyway**) apologise for that thoughts bro but it's true right?? =)

ALright ..Thats all about today..Nights..!

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Saturday, November 11, 2006

( Formally starting for blogs.. @ 12:35 am )

I've already so-call finish my O'level so I will be updating my blog. Mainly about the life that i'm going through with christ leading me. This is going to be a living testimonials for people to see. i know it might sound kinda "Blah bLah" and "whatever" i mean..Who cares right?

Did math paper 2 in the afternoon and the results can be predicted now; fail! but it's alright.it's done already anyway.I have one more [science paper 1] and my O's are DONE!! Freaking fast! really "a blink of the eye" man.. i can't believe it,the moment that i longed for..for a very long time..

Anyway, shan't probed on that paper .I went for bible study today,mum's serving choir so i accompanied her. My cells don't like me to be early..but with god's grace we're early. Today's message was marvelous. Preaching is through a video, a video that Pastor Prince preached to hillsong Australia in mid-october. It's not the method of preaching but what's in the message .

What is TRUTH when you don't BELIEVE it?

Wife: Darling do you love me?

Husband:Yes i do love you. (this is the TRUTH..But..)

Wife: *sceptical thoughts* (when woman don't believe hence living in low self-esteem,rejected,sad)

--> So Moral is..Know and BELIEVE thats God's love is for me..For when I BELIEVE THAT, his love for me will grow exeedingly.I will be happy and elated to recieve that. It applys to our everyday life too..Lets just see how you apply it.If you believe,the message will help you.

(you must be thinking ,what if it's a LIE..asked god..he will answer you.)

I had doubts before and i know it best myself. "He" is always around me,whenever i called "daddy help me!".In WHATEVER the circumstances are.I LOOK up to him.

I wouldn't say all this for the sake of saying.cause i could feel it..are my feelings part of just hallucination?..My exams especially,i did not study AT ALL for my O's,but it was prayers and his grace that brings miraculous wonders of me remembering all things that i've learnt.He gave me the strength and wisdom.And i believe i did better than i normally do.

That girl is father's New Creation Girl..

After church which was in the 10's time onwards. I had supper with mummy! we went to The Asian Kitchen in suntec city. She paid for it ..My parent's dating place after bible study..haha.. I love my mum and i took photo of her and me.We drank Longan red dates..i thought at first that it was a "oh PLEASE..Yucks*" ..but it's rare that my mum will like something like that..so i took a sip..and YUP..it's quite nice..LOL..very Sweet!!

My Mother!!Sophisticated,lovely and beautiful.

The Elegance of "Golden Hair Awards" ladies..

[Living fact] Under god's grace,

She still look young,and will always be young..

+We Love, because he first LOVED us+

"Put my eyes not on my love for god,

but my eyes on his love FOR ME"

..for his love is always CONSTANT ..

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