Child of God
The child

Name: Sarah Jane
Workplace: The Fullerton Hotel
Birthday: 30th September

About you: I love how my life have been going and definitely there's more awesome things planned to come



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Monday, October 01, 2007

( an incident... @ 11:25 pm )

The day before my birthday..

Met Kim in the morning as she wants to treat me to an advance lunch .Went to Fish n Co and had “philladera” Fish and chips. After that, reached home at bout 3:45 pm. We were getting ready to go to grandma place when I realized that they’re staying over. I over-reacted a little by saying: “HUH! I thought we’re coming back, sigh I’ve to carry so many things. My clothes, make-up, facial stuff, accessories for choir .Well, I brought so many things because I want to look good as my birthday is tomorrow also. BUT one thing that’s stopping me from staying over granny’s place is that, they don’t have big mirror or small reachable MIRROR. I want to make sure I look good before I go out. I want to get ready all at home so I don’t need to carry so many stuff to granny place and church, then back home with the bulky bag. I didn’t say I’m being ungrateful or what, I just want to go home for the next day to dress properly instead of needing to rush or might have left something I need at home. They just don’t get what I mean. What’s wrong with coming back? I have no ulterior motive or any hidden agenda. And there they are, insisting that I’m an ingrate and a trouble maker.

Am I always creating trouble before going out? I enjoy being out with them, especially when I have chance to. They only see what’s going on for that moment and remember all the BAD I’ve done instead of seeing the time I’ve tried having with them. I’m 18!! What’s wrong with friends? They’re there to be enjoyed with, have a nuisance with. Can my parent’s do that with me ALL the TIME? Huh? Huh? Huh? Sometimes when I’m enjoying with them, and if their mood is not there, they’ll start saying things again. Sometimes when we’re happy, I’ll tell them stuff, chat and talk about what’s going on, but do you know what those words ended up as? They’re words to be used against you when they’re not happy.


Another thing that my mum mention was: “I thought registering you into choir will change you!” But it seems as though she meant that I became worst. Now that’s so NOT TRUE! She told me verbally before that, I’ve changed and became better after joining choir. Now see, using it against me already. I merely want to just come back to sleep, change here and off to church to serve choir. I know, I made it sound as though I’ve to bring a lot of stuff hence not wanting to stay over. But that’s just the, part of the reason only. Main is to just have everything there for me to get myself ready. SIMPLE! That’s all, but still they made it soooooo big as though, YAH, she’s the devil, always causing trouble for us. Only take money and bursting her cell phone bill, priority are her friends and us LAST. Always assuming this, but I’m just going out with them cause it’s the fun I want to have as a teenager..................

still have more,but i'm lazy...

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